My daughter graduated from high school this past weekend.

And just like that, a chapter closes — hers, mine, her father’s, her brother’s. The house is about to get a little quieter. The calendar a little emptier. Less to organize for someone else. Less of (if I’m honest) a convenient distraction.

I’ve spent two decades guiding people through exactly this. Transition is my work. I train career professionals to recognize it, name it, sit with clients who are navigating it. I could teach the stages of change in my sleep, including the part where the old identity is gone and the new one hasn’t arrived. I teach that discomfort isn’t a detour. It’s the process.

I know all of that. And it is doing me almost no good.

I am standing in the exact transition I help other people navigate, holding the map I’ve handed out a thousand times, and I am full of doubt and hesitation I can’t seem to move through. Knowing where I am on the map isn’t making this walk any easier. If anything, it’s made it harder.

Because now there’s a second voice running underneath the transition.

You of all people should be handling this better. You teach this. Why are you struggling like a beginner?

I want to talk to you about that second voice. Because I think a lot of you have one too.

When I coach someone in the thick of a transition, I can see exactly where they are. Regardless of the scenario they’re navigating, I can offer them something they can’t offer themselves: the reassurance that the doubt they’re drowning in is not a malfunction.

It’s information. It means they’re right on schedule.

I have never once told a client, “You should be past this by now.”

So why is that the first thing I said to myself this week?

That’s the trap built into being a helper. The expertise that lets us empathize with

everyone else at the same time raises the bar we hold ourselves to. A client gets to just struggle. We struggle and then beat ourselves up for not handling it like the expert we’re supposed to be.

It’s like we add a whole second floor of suffering: the transition, plus the shame of not transitioning gracefully enough for someone who’s supposed to know how.

And, of course, this thought process is a lie. I know that because if a client said it to me, I’d recognize it instantly as doubt talking, not the truth.

But that’s the thing. The stages of change don’t exempt the person who teaches them. The hesitation is that I’ve been judging myself for not progressing, but in truth, I’m exactly where the model says a person should be standing right now.

I’d just never had to extend that grace inward before.

Here’s what I’m learning from the client’s seat:

Knowing the stages of change does not let you skip them. It does not spare you the journey. What it does is something easier to undervalue when you’re the one

transitioning: it lets you stay oriented inside the disorientation. It reminds you the ground is still there even when you can’t feel it. It keeps you from thinking that because this part hurts, something has gone wrong with you. It hasn’t. This part is supposed to be hard.

Navigating change is like following a compass. And a compass doesn’t carry you anywhere. It just keeps you from deciding you’re lost in the wrong direction.

Which finally answers a question I’ve been sitting with the past few days. If knowing the stages doesn’t spare me from going through them — if I’m just as scared as the client sitting across from me — then what good is a guide at all?

Not to remove the discomfort. I can’t. Not to hand someone a shortcut through the

stages. There isn’t one. A guide is for company. For being the person who can say, with the authority of someone who’s been in the seat: this is supposed to feel like this, and you are not failing.

That’s it. That’s the whole job. It’s smaller than I used to think and far more valuable

than I gave it credit for.

If you do this work, you carry an unspoken, almost superstitious belief that mastery should grant immunity. That’s because you help other people through their hard transitions, your own should go easier. They don’t. Mine didn’t this week — over something as natural, and as huge, as watching my daughter graduate.

So the next time you’re in your own transition, listen to the second voice. The one that says you should be handling it better. Notice that you would never say it to a client.

Then offer yourself the same leeway.

The doubt isn’t proof you’ve failed the model. The doubt is the model.

We don’t get to skip the line. We just learn, eventually, to stop judging ourselves for standing in it.

My daughter is about to leap toward a life I can’t see the shape of yet. And I’m right

behind her, in a transition of my own, just as unable to see what’s next. That’s the part I teach and keep relearning: the clarity never comes before the leap. It comes after — or it doesn’t come at all, and you go anyway.

I’ve taught that for twenty years. This week, I’m living it.

That, it turns out, is the only version that was ever going to make me good at this.

Thanks for reading,

Heather

The Coach for Career Coaches

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